Where to start! I am 45 yrs old. I lost my husband in 2005 after a year and a half of fighting cancer. We didn't have health insurance but were lucky that he had been in the service. He was able to be placed in a VA nursing home. Unfortunately the nursing home was a 2 hour drive for me. So I only got to see him on the weekends because I worked during the week. We had just bought the house that we always wanted just 5 yrs before he got sick. And of course we lost the house and my son and I moved in with my mom. She was still dealing with the death of my dad just 2 yrs before that. After my husband passed I didn't think things could get much worse. But then just 4 months later, my mom passed away. I was forced to move out of my mom's house and find my own. I was working 2 jobs and then the one business closed. I do have a wonderful job now but it just doesn't pay enough. My son is just finishing his first year in college. I don't know how much longer we can hold on. I've been tryng to find a second job that I can do from home. My son will be working 2 jobs this summer so that he can pay for his schooling and to help me out.
So in 5 yrs time- I lost my dad, my mother-in-law, my husband, my mother, 2 places to live, and a job. Everyone keeps telling me that God will only give me what I can handle. I just keep going everyday but I am getting scared of how to pay all the bills. So if anyone has any ideas fo rme or can help me in any way, I wold be truly grateful.
